I mean big time.
Do you know -- maybe God has something to say to you.
Maybe God is trying to get you away from all the stuff that fills your life and wants to get you centered back on what really matters -- Him and people.
He has a pattern of doing this. He really wants to talk to you but if your life is getting in the way He might just take you into a different place, a wilderness or blindness or sit you down by a river.
"the word of God came to John, the son of Zacharias, in the wilderness" Luke 3:2b
He blinded Saul so he would listen (Acts 9)
He exiled His people and Ezekiel and that is when Ezekiel became His prophet (Ezekiel 1:1).
These are just three examples from the Bible. There are more. And I bet you talk with someone you know is a Believer and who is following Christ, that person can tell you of a time this happened to him (or her).
Quit looking and fretting at your circumstances. Look up. Look up and listen. Say, "Here I am Lord. Your servant is listening."