It would be easy to just give up. A lot of people do. Maybe you don't know any who give up on life and run from it and fail all those who need them, but they're out there (Maybe you were one of those people at one time. Today is a new day. Today we can start a new pattern of faithfulness -- it has got to begin sometime).
I guess I don't have much to say, but please listen to this: Thank you for your faithfulness to life, to your family, to Jesus Christ. Maybe you don't think you're doing anything mightily inspiring but that faithfuless is a spiritual victory. Don't demean your life. It is affecting the world you see and the world you don't see. You matter. You are making a difference. Thank you.